So I'm gonna try to break this into sections as best I can!
First off, hey guys! So I've been on FA for a while now and I'm getting older, I want to start to appeal to a bigger audience, especially in my commissions. So what would you guys like to see? More YHC's, adoptables, etc? Also, what sort of themes would you like to see in that sort of buyable art? Also, do you guys prefer to buy things while in stream or do you prefer to buy slots for things? What about auctions? GIVE ME FEEDBACK SOBS
Second of all, some updates (you can stop reading here if you dont care about my personal life)!
So the bad news: As to why I've been kinda missing is due to the fact that my health has actually been in a pretty rabid decline. I've had an issue with my back thats gone unresolved for two years and its to a point where I can't really do anything and be comfortable. Sitting and drawing for more than 20 minutes hurts severely and it's frustrating. I was on pain medications for a while, it helped, I had no real major issues beyond a little soreness at the end of a rough day. However, three weeks ago I was in class and I got a sudden stomach pain that nearly made me pass out. I've had stomach pain before, I have acid reflux, but not like that. I went home and was bed ridden for 3 days with some bleeding in my stomach. As it turns out, I'd been overdosing on pills due to an instructional error. I have no idea what this has done to my organs but I can't get to a hospital to have it checked. So I'm currently off all pain medication, I'm kind of terrified to take them again, but this means that i am in constant pain unless I am asleep. I'm going to try to ease myself back onto the meds, but it's not going to be easy just due to fear.
The good news: I actually just got accepted today into one of the only colleges in my state with a veterinary technology program. I was going to go to college to get a doctorate in psychology, but school isn't really my thing and I realized I'd rather work with animals, so I'm going to be getting my associates as a vet tech! I'm very very excited for it. I pulled myself out of a huge hole from last year, I didn't think I would be alive past 18, yet here I am about to go to college and start the rest of my life.